GENERATING ROSE CONSCIOUSNESS

GENERATING ROSE CONSCIOUSNESS EASTER 2013 I would like to tell you a little about my recent experiences with consciousness which have changed my point of view. I have been working through issues with saying goodbye to my dear friend Beryl – our leading Rose Mother - she is soon to go home – this I hasten to say is my perspective – it may not be hers. My grief led me to re-engage with a programme on the emerging feminine that I was given probably two years ago. I began to re-listen to the programme as I could not sleep. On it I found an amazing woman called August Gold. Without Beryl’s situation and the healing help of a close circle of friends I may have missed her. Thanks to their help and to the empowering words of August I changed my orientation totally. Now I am totally at peace with Beryl’s choices. I can help her with every part of me to take her final journey. At the same time I have made the shift. There is more. I am also totally at peace with my own life and my own choices. And there is more again – I am at peace with what is being presented to me. This is a major realignment of my energy field and for this I am truly grateful. I have been working with asking questions for almost eight years now and this has helped me and my body enormously – for many years I had lived in my head – I am now able to commune with my body and to have her as my best friend – so that an enormous change was already in place. What I found with the work of August Gold was my improved ability to ask questions and receive answers from a deeper place. By default I found I was going in to the eyes of my heart, soul, wisdom and intuition with these new questions. I had felt for some time that some of the questions I had been asking lacked veracity – they seemed shallow to me – almost questions by rote. And then I heard this talk. These are the two questions that August mentions in her talk What is perfect here? And What is happening for me today? Notice for me not to me. She says quite clearly – Life leads those who will – those who won’t it drags. Destiny is not optional. These questions have the ability to take us in the direction we were born to be in – and that direction often doesn’t look like it should from our perspective. It is far better, she recommends, to say – whatever life wants me to do I’ll do it. Once I saw this, my energy of resistance vanished. I put aside the need within me to be a world famous writer and to change the world through my words. I began to say yes sooner to whatever showed up - and the arguing got less; the energy of resistance went away; I had the energy to live my life generously and so my life became beautiful again. Thank you Rose Mother and safe journey home!